First to the victims in Japan. God bless you. Secondly I ask for yours and God's permission to use what is happening now as an analogy for me. I know what is happening to me now is miniscule to yours. Precisely the reason I wish to obtain consent. May God bless you.
My earthquake had been germinating for a while since last August. I had thought I had mastered the skills of emerging unscathed since my first "natural disaster" 3 years ago. So foolish of me.
The epi-centre of my structure had been shifting slowly but surely. I had tried very hard to make sure my structure would weather any condition it may come. Things included going for courses in the support structure for base of earthquake resistant buildings, engaging in rehearsal drills.
The first major shaking occured in late last year I think. Hurriedly, I tried to get more flexible support bases for my structure.
The next major vibration came during January, this time a wave came crashing to my building. The first crack had emerged. I quickly took up wall patching classes and tried to get superb builders to assist. However, the more I took to mending, more cracks appeared. The builders were so caught up in assisting me, they neglected their own strcutures. A voice told me, quickly grab the wooden cross.
The major quake came on 5 March 2011. As waves came crashing down, I scrambled for dry land to the hill top with the wooden cross. I was partly immersed in water up till waist down but I still did not know what else to do. Since I had learnt to swim since young, I paddled as much as possible. However I had forgotten I had epilepsy and that if I panicked in water, I may have a seizure and that would be the end. Thus the water actually rose because I was making a sub-conscious effort to swim back to my structure. I could see the nuclear reactor energy source for my structure rumbling.
Finally on 14 March 2011, the nuclear reactor that had been supplying all the energy for my structure for the past 3 years exploded, destroying the structure I had pain-stakingly been building for the past 3 years. As I looked back and wanted to desperately swim back in agony, a voice told me, if you swim back, you will come into radiation and could die. Worse, you will definitely spread the radiation to the kind-hearted souls who will pick you up later in their helicopter. Now just cling onto that wooden cross and float. It is your personal Noah's ark. You will reach dry land eventually. Just wait for the dove you sent out returning with the twig, and then the rainbow.
Especially to the auntie I saw in HK last saturday. You are the first dove I sent out. I will wait for you to return with the twig. Thanks!
To the 60-year Japanese uncle who had learnt to just float as the waves washed you out, thank you for teaching me to just float and wait for rescue.
To the dear souls who are now looking out high and low for me, thanks! I will continue to float and wait.
Finally to the wooden cross, thanks for keeping me afloat.
Genesis 6-9:17
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