Have you ever thought you lost something very precious given to you by Him, but in the midst of trying to survive busyness/turmoil, thought it was gone forever?
This morning I went out doing some volunteering service with a close friend cum mentor of mine. While on the way back from lunch, there was a slight drizzle and in our haste to get back, I offered my umbrella for the both of us as she doesn't have the habit of bringing one out.
Upon reaching home, I just absentmindedly sunned my umbrella, kept my bag and went on with other business. Upon packing my stuff for tomorrow did I realise I still have the umbrella but I couldn't find the cover. To keep this incident short, I was basically Oscar the Grouch for the next 15 minutes.
Some people may just wonder, aiyo just a cover that goes with the umbrella, big deal. Even though this umbrella does have some puny sentimental value to me (I bought it on a girls' holiday with some close khakis to Taiwan last June), the very logical side of me more than agrees with this. However I think I need to bring in the context of what I've been through. Not wanting to bad-mouth anyone, I think those few of you who keep up with my blog know that for this past week, it was kind of a mini-Japan disaster for my career. To summarise it in as objective tone as possible, everyone was responsible for it happening, it just needed a quake to iginte. Anyway, using the symbolism of what I used in the previous posting, I'm now on a new piece of dry land. Completely different terrain altogether, of course freaked out. However, somehow part of me which I valued has changed, or at least I thought.
Thus when I couldn't find the cover, I was a bit 借题发挥. Frankly I thought though I had survived the disaster, part of some things that He had ingrained in me so much were now eroded to a point of no return. Luckily He managed to calm me down and I did manage to find the cover. Turns out that during the hurry to move the plastic bag containing to umbrella to my workplace bag, I had left the cover in the casual use bag.
Basically, He's telling me part of what I give you and you value, when you go through a rough patch and in your attempt to survive you think it is gone forever, no! I have actually kept it in a place safe and sound for you. Sometimes it may be your absentmindedness that makes you panic and think you lost it. If its meant to be part of the package, He will make sure I will never lose it. Amen!
2 Corinthian 4:16
Therefore do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day.
2 John 1:8
Watch out you do not lose what we have worked for, but that you may be rewarded fully.
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